When they're lost.

I sent him an email. I told him how truly sorry I am. And always will be. How I fucked up and wish I hadn't. How I hope that someday he can forgive me and not hate me anymore. I'm still so in love with how he made me feel and the words he said to me every day. Even after all these months, I still picture his smile and remember how he singled me out. I remember him telling me that I intimidated him and how he's shy around girls. I remember our first and last kiss. I remember the cat that I told him he had to take home. I haven't seen the cat since. I remember how he wanted me to move and the next minute, he didn't because it would be just for him and no other reason. Oh the things you remember when they're lost.

Since I'm all about lyrics :

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down
And now that I'm gone
Try to forget me and just move on
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now
You know all along
Try to forget me and just move on
---Calling All Cars [senses fail]

And I didn't think about
All the ways I hurt you and myself
And I wouldn't say a thing to you
I keep it to myself in my mind
And I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers
When you're gone
But it's over to you
I can't find the answers when you're gone
And it's over to you
But you can't find the answer where you are
And you know I need you now
And this ain't easy to admit
But no one needs to know
What goes on behind
The door in my room
I'm kicking through the walls in my mind
And I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers
When you're gone
But it's over to you
I can't find the answers when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answers where you are
I won't tear you down
I won't tear you down
To get into the world you wanted
I'm kicking through the walls
But no one can believe
In things that never change
But it's over to you
I can't find the answers when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answers where you are
And it's over to you
I can't find the answers when you're gone
And I can't find the answers when you're gone
I can't find the answers when you're gone
---It's Over [goo goo dolls]

And I wish this love away
Although it kills to say
I wish this love away from me
You told me I was everything you wanted
Controlled me every second of every day
You reached into my heart
And pulled out something I had never seen before
But now
Now I wish this love away
Although it kills to say
I wish this love away from me
Am I showing how weak I am without
Is it the knowing you'll be fine
And I'll be blind
---Wish This Love Away [gabriel mann]