Friday, August 8, 2008

A good addiction

When you meet someone new, you can't expect everything to be the same as it was with someone else. Everyone is different so this new person is going to be a breath of fresh air. Hopefully. But sometimes there will be that moment, that one little thing, that you didn't expect and are not used to .

That's how it is right now. He's an amazing person. A beautiful personality. A gorgeous face. Excellent all around. And yet, like I said before, there's that one thing that I'm just not used to. So of course it upset me. At first it did not bother me. But then all of a sudden, it hit me. Without any warning. And it was a smack in the face. I couldn't understand why it hadn't bothered me earlier. And then I realized why. I figured it out and it's a little scary, not gonna lie. I'm getting attached. The last few weeks have been some of the best of the year. However, last week I could have easily walked away without a second thought. But I didn't. Now here I am and if I tried walking away, I would look over my shoulder and see him and probably have to go back. I'm getting attached. Addicted.

Is there such a thing as a good addiction? Because if you're addicted to cigarettes, there's the chance of lung cancer. If you're addicted to alcohol, you can get liver cancer. If you're addicted to a drug, there's the chance you could overdose and die. So is there such a thing as a good addiction? If you're addicted to someone, that means they make you feel good. Right? That means you can be yourself around them and you want to hang out with them, converse, etc. So hopefully this addiction is a good one.