Friday, April 3, 2009

I submit no excuse, if this is what I have to do.

The title of my blog, I Submit No Excuse, is perfect right now. It's a line from a song by Brand New. It goes, "I submit no excuse, if this is what I have to do." And that's exactly how I feel right now. It's how I should I always feel. If I do something, I shouldn't have to feel bad. I shouldn't have to submit an excuse. If I do something that is right for me, then it shouldn't matter how other people feel about it, because it's what I had to do.
Breaking up is hard. It's hard to be the heart broken one. It's also hard to be the heart breaker. Being the heart broken one sucks because you still have feelings and now you have to deal with the fact that the other person does not. Being the hart breaker sucks because you are hurting someone that you once had strong feelings for. And hurting people so deeply that they have a hard time coping is hard all around.
Sometimes, you have to do things that are hard. That's what life is about. Life isn't easy. You have to make choices and live your life. And if you live your life for other people, that isn't much of a life. You need to live your life for you and only you. Of course, you should have people in your life that help influence you. But in the end, you should be enjoying your life and having no regrets, no matter what mistakes you make. You learn from your mistakes so move on and do better next time.
In the end, it's all about what you did and how you enjoyed it. I would rather hurt people and be happy in the end, then not hurt anyone and be miserable in the end. The people that you hurt will recover and move on, and eventually enjoy their life again. You can't be concerned with them because you can't please everyone. It is literally impossible to make everyone in your life happy at all times. But you should be happy. And submit no excuses.