A letter

Dear ______,
I've come to a decision. I'm disconnecting myself from you. I like you a lot. It does not matter if you say that you like me a lot, there is a huge difference and I'm about to explain it to you.
I have my life. My life consists of 60% work. My life consists of 39.99% family and friends. Work takes up the majority because that's how I live. It's how I eat and have a roof over my head. It's how I am able to see my friends and family. It's my money, my life. That last .01% of my life is finding someone. Someone to love and love me back, unconditionally. It's a very small part of my life. It used to be a huge part. Finding that someone used to be a priority. Until I realized that there are better things in life. A good job and good friends and family are much better. In the long run, I will be happier having a job that I love and having my friends and family close by than having just one person.
You have your life. Your life consists of your friends and family. Which I appreciate. You are looking for a job. And I don't discredit you for not having a job. Not at all. But you use it as an excuse. "I don't have my life together." How so? You have plenty of people that love you. You have plenty of things going for you. How do you not have your life together? Please do not use that as an excuse.
I am disconnecting myself. I am using my self control to stop. I refuse to be just another girl that wants you. I am done chasing. I want to be the one that gets chased, through thick and thin. The end.
Love,
Jessica