Random.

My neighbor rocks. He's so original and real. I don't usually open up easily to people, but I have to him. He's really easy to talk to, which I love. And he doesn't judge me for the things I've done or the things I do. Plus, he's not shy at all. One of the things we talked about tonight was the male body. And no, he's not gay at all. He's actually engaged. Anyways, he told me how he was looking at himself in the mirror today after he got out of the shower and he decided that the male body is funny. Then he proceeded to ask me if I thought a dick is attractive, which only made me laugh because I've never been asked that question before. I've never even thought about that before! It was just ridiculously funny. It kind of made my day. I'm going to be sad when he moves =[

God I hate being confused. I've never been good at choosing one thing over another, especially if there's the possibility of someone getting hurt. I hate hurting people and I hate that I have the ability to hurt people. And some people may not think that my situation is so bad because hey, I do have choices. But are choices always so great? Yeah, I think not.