Monday, January 4, 2010

2010

It's a new year. So much has happened already.
I'm sad. I'm excited. I'm nervous. I have butterflies. I have a new mentality. I have new hopes. I really think this is going to be a good year. You know that feeling when something just seems right? That's what I'm having. I have a very optomistic outlook at the moment.
Remember the days when all you cared about was when recess was? What was for lunch? If the boy in front of you in class liked you? Then it was who was talking about you, what should you wear to school, how you could get out of an assignment. Then it was trying to pass classes and should I go to college or not. Now, it's trying to make it on your own. Working for a living. Trying to figure out your life. Trying to make your dreams come true.
What if you had your whole life planned out? All the steps to reach your goals planned and ready to be executed. You plan on doing anything it takes. And then, surprise, something happens and you whole plan changes. Everything is put on hold. You have to rethink your whole life. I'm sad about this situation.