Friday, October 21, 2011

Better than ever =]

Wow I'm blogging again! It's been almost two years. I basically forgot about it. I get on these kicks where I'll do something for a few months, then I'll stop. I did it with scrapbooking. I've done it continually with reading. I'll read three or four books then I won't read for a couple of months. Then I'll read some more. I do it with TV. I'll get really into a show and watch it as much as possible for about a month. Then I won't watch it again for a few months. And I did it with blogging.
Anyways, here I am again. I've done a lot in the last year and a half. I've loved and lost. I've fought and cried. I've laughed and been really confused. I've lost some people that I thought were friends and gained some even better ones. I've grown up and found the love of my life. I've changed my life course almost completely.
It's very simple. We met. We became friends. We fell in love. It really is that easy. When someone tries to drop a brick right in the middle of your love, it makes it stronger. When someone scoffs and shrugs, it makes it stronger. This is about two people who merged lives and are now living one that is better. It's very simple. I never imagined that love could be this simple. It always seemed to be pretty complicated. And I suppose that's because it wasn't right. But once it's right, it's so incredibly simple.
A year and a half ago, my life was work and partying. Now, it's work and life. I still party. But my priorities have changed. I've grown up. Work is definitely at the top because that's how I survive. Then I think love is probably next. The love of a man, four kids, and a cat. The love of friends and family. Then of course partying and going out. Even though I don't party like I used to because I can have just as good of a time relaxing. Probably a better time actually. I don't feel that need to get out and get drunk and run around like a crazy person that I felt a year and a half ago. The feeling actually disappeared about a year ago. And since then, it's just gotten better.
Well I think this is as good as it gets.